things are getting rather bad recently. now i cant seem to do any school work at all. i feel so depressed every single day and im having extreme mood swings all the time. im sorry best friend that you have to tolerate all of these. i know you arent feeling any good about what's happening either. and im sorry, my other buddy that i couldnt tell you about it this time. but i really appreciated you being there for me for all my big and small matters. i have completely no idea how to end this entry or how i even started writing it in the first place.

i guess i really need a lot more time.